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[sardonicviolet]

I don't know what to do with myself. I want to crawl up and hide for a long time. I don't want to deal with this. My boyfriend died. I don't even know if he WAS my boyfriend. I never got to ask. I never got the nerve up. We were dating exclusively. I had chosen him. We had talked Thursday night, instead of having sex... we talked. We talked about

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[dash]

oh....my god. Amanda. I don't even have the words to express how this made me feel. I am so so sorry.

If you need company or anything or..._anything_...I will be there in a heartbeat. I don't care about work and I don't care about anything except making sure you are okay.

I can't even begin to fathom what it must be like for you. I won't even pretend to try.

Please please let me know if you need me to be there. I will drop everything.

[johnale88]

Shit... I almost feel bad that I pretty much pushed you out the door to go see what had happened last night, but I'm also glad I did. At least you know what happened, which is probably better than finding out from someone else's cousin who heard that the guy downstairs from her died the other night.

Imagine if you didn't go? Would you have gone today? When would you have gone? Would you have gone? When would you have found out?

God knows I've seen my share of death and then some. I know what it's like to lose a friend, family, someone you love, someone you grew with. You rock, and I know you're strong enough to get through this.

If you need anything, get in touch with me. Take care, good friend.

[optimusprime_00]

amanda, honey. i have no idea what you are going through. i have gone throug some tough stuff with you before, though, and i know that you are feeling this with your entire being. please, dont hesitate to talk to someone. i am with you through this. and just to let you know, ill pray for you and his family, whatever that means to you.

i am so sorry, honey.

[su_ariada]

Amanda, my sympathies. I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

[roseyredcheeks]

i know you dont know me very well but...my thoughts and prayers are with you. im deeply sorry for your loss and the struggles you're going through.

love and comfort,
taryn