ok. so here i am. again. writing about nothing. i am very tired and drained. it's amazing how exhausting doing nothing can be. here's a re-cap of my weekend ( Read more... )

i'm really bad. i've been doing nothing except traveling and partying and spending money i shouldn't be spending. i went to new york sat-sun. kooky warehouse party, pot brownies, absinthe, dancing, smoking an l while riding in a limo at 6am, sitting on a roof in brooklyn while waiting for the church bells to ring before going to bed. yeah like ( Read more... )

if you're single and you want to meet someone, get a job at whole foods and then check the 'missed connections' section of your local craigslist a lot. seriously, what the fuck is that place, an organic market, or a meet market? it's like a dating display window or something. go in, get some baby kiwi, a bottle of gerolsteiner, perhaps a pecan ( Read more... )

i'm back in philly. the 4 days i was in MD the weather was lovely. the sun was warm and streaming in through the trees, the breeze was cool, the clouds were fluffy, the humidity was nil. the 10 days i was on portland were exactly the same. the week i was in philly in between was overcast and clammy and rainy with a hot and dirty wind blowing ( Read more... )

my parents have kept my old bed and dresser, but otherwise turned my childhood room into a semi office. this means that there is a big metal filing cabinet in there, taunting me as i pass the hours trying to fall asleep. usually when my night-owl tendencies strike me here, i'll rummage through my old pictures and whatever other remnants of my ( Read more... )

still haven't written my resume, but i've been so busy doing nothing and smoking up all of my weed that i simply haven't had a minute to sit down and do anything. i've driven down to maryland to visit my parents because my father has been ill. i'm hoping that i don't get comfortable and stay here. i fear that home cooked meals and free cable are ( Read more... )

WHEW. i seriously did nothing today. i don't even have a list. i spent a bunch of time writing a bullshit cover letter as a semi-joke and then? then... uh. well my friend matt who is the only certifiably successful artist (that is one who makes visual art) that i know had an opening, so i went to that. okay, i stopped at my friend ( Read more... )

so, 2 days ago i resolved to stop eating sweets and to take one good picture of the inside of my room every day. yesterday morning i woke up and hazily started nibbling on a chocolate peanut butter something or other. first thing. first fucking thing. i totally forgot. i didn't even realize what i had done until half way through the day. i ( Read more... )

another exciting day of nothing to do today. i got up after noon again, because i'm still stuck on west coast time (i don't want to give it up) and i have absolutely no reason acclimate back. i drank the coffee that my boyfriend brought me (because he's so nice) and then we ordered chinese food.
after my "brunch" of champions i proceeded to clean ( Read more... )

please don't judge me by this blog. it's lazy and sloppy and lacks any sort of insight... wait, that kind of sounds like me... well still, don't do it. keep your illusions about lil'sara and imagine that i'm putting as little effort into this as i am. it's little. very very little.
also, i can't figure out how to go back and edit a post i ( Read more... )