i work in a custom handbag workshop just like a little christmas elf. all the employees are girls and all the girls there hate me, i hate them too, whatever. i kind of hate everything i guess. the artist whose muse i suppose i am has taken to calling me 'the darkness' and you'd think he sees more in me than anyone else. hmm. so i love the job ( Read more... )

i got a call back on a job. a job in portland. i didn't get the phone when the guy called, then when i called him back the next day (yesterday) he never got back to me. this one seems kind of unrealistic anyway. i doubt it would be enough pay to drop everything immediately and move out there within a few weeks and i doubt they'd be willing to ( Read more... )

it's been about a week of using this new toner. right now i still have bumps and pimples, but it seems like mostly it's the initial break out fading away. i'm going to stick with it another week and see what happens. the tone of the unbumpy skin is still looking more even, although it's hard to appreciate when i feel like a greasy teenager ( Read more... )

my usual message board has been defunct due to it's costliness to the admin. so i have nothing to occupy my copious amounts of free time anymore. instead i've been all up on this makeupalley.com page reading perfume reviews and finding out which moisturizers are the best. for someone with bad skin and ratty hair (and probably a bit of an ( Read more... )

i called the girl, no answer, no call back ( Read more... )

well. my resume is written. that's something. i'm still not sending it anywhere, of course. my friend offerend me an opportunity to do some PA work on trashy reality television. it would be temporary and the pay is ok, but i haven't emailed anything to the HR people at nbc... or abc.... or whatever even though he was basically like "this ( Read more... )

rock bottom (i hope)

the problem with having a fat dunk is that long shirts tend to sit on top of it. this creates a frumpy effect because the shirts still hang down like they should in the front. the dunk refuses to be covered up and ignored. you also can't wear those skinny jeans all the fashony girls are wearing these days. also street dudes holler at you more ( Read more... )

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being a petite and semi-attractive 20-something female. it may mean that i have to work harder to earn the respect of others, both professionally and artistically. it may mean that others consider me fair game for ogling, hollering and other forms of daily embarrassment. BUT it also means that it's almost criminally easy to fight a parking ( Read more... )