After a way to stressful week and a working-sunday ahead, today there will be no work! So here enjoy this ridiculously fun song, one of my favorites of hers. It's cheesy, it's ending 80s and a good song for a hot saturday.

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*dances and sinds loudly*

Talked to a very good, actually best friend yesterday. We haven't been talking in while and a lot happened. After that talk I was kind of pissed of about myself. We used talk, like really talk and these days I feel like I just can't. A lot of the stuff in my head, in my imagination, would either hurt him or he wouldn't want to talk about it ( Read more... )

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How long does it take to get someone out of your system? He is in my thoughts when I go to bed and when I wake up. Sometimes in the middle of work his face pops up in my head and my heart is suddenly racing like its been on a marathon. It bugs me and I hate it. I want it gone. And on the other hand I want so much more.
I guess everything connects ( Read more... )

Well, the news was bad and it got worse. Who thought that such news could be so paralysing. I'm mean you think, that if you hear of such news, that you will do something else, change, be someone else, try to live life to the fullest. But I didn't. I longed for normality, the pattern of days, where nothing would interfere and where I knew, what ( Read more... )

I've got some bad news about a friend of mine today. A bit devastating, we'll see how that turns out next week ( Read more... )

I've been to London. Alone, which beforehand scared me. Because going alone and spending the whole vacation with myself could have been a disaster. But as it turns out it wasn't. Somehow I'm proud of myself. Spending a few days with myself didn't bother me, bored me or made me depressed. Actually it was great. Well, I had a plan everyday. This is ( Read more... )

Do you ever dream of a time out? I wish I could go to his door and ask him to come with me to my maybe trip. We could pretend to be someone else, to be something, which we are not. And all this whole maybe he likes me or maybe he likes me not could vanish. It could all be simple. I could lose all my fears and for once be happy and maybe he would ( Read more... )

There is gonna be a ball on Friday. A real ball. Somehow I wanna go, somehow I don't ( Read more... )

It's in my head. The last time we met. As we said our goodbyes, he said: I will see you in six month ( Read more... )