Surveys: fun, fun, fun..

( Some firsts, some lasts )

Have you ever had a dream where everything feels so real?

I have, and I do all the time; today was no exception.

It's kinda unnerving, and it tends to leave me slightly quiet and off-balance.

::shrugs shoulders::

Maybe it's just me, I'm weird like that..

That's what I've been in this past week. And it's only the beginning of the grading period/semester!!!

Things are so extremely hectic, crazy, unbelievable, and ridiculous lately. Oh yeah, it's fun. ::rolls eyes ( Read more... )

going on in my head, in my life, yet really, there's nothing at all.
It's really hard to explain. I haven't found the words to describe how I'm feeling yet, and that's really disturbing to me.

And then these past couple of weeks, I've been thinking a lot about the past year, how messed up a couple of things were; how I messed up a lot of things ( Read more... )

Why do things have to be so hard?

Why is it that something can seem so wrong, yet feel so right?

Why don't I always follow my instincts?

Why is it that something is labeled as the right thing, but it feels like the worst possible thing in the world?

Why do I keep questioning my decisions?

....I can't help but feel like I'm doing something ( Read more... )

There's somethin' that's bothering me, I know there is, but I just don't know what it is exactly. I mean, I know about all the little things that are bothering me, that I've become frustrated with, and that they're all contributing to the bigger problem just by adding more stress. But that isn't what's wrong. I just have this feeling that I can't ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of everyone talking about "waste of time" this, "waste of time" that. I'm just so sick of it, because I hear and see everyone else acting this way around me; it makes me be like "what's the point of doing and saying things nicely when no one does it in return" so I start acting like that too, and that just gets me so mad at myself ( Read more... )

My friends and I have noticed before, that when you like a guy or you're looking for a relationship, there's just never anything that happens. But when you're like okay, I'm gonna be single and happy for awhile, that's when all these guys start wanting to flirt with you. What the fuck is that?? Guys are weird, LoL ( Read more... )

I had a long ass entry wrote out, but then it all got erased. I'm kinda mad about that, but oh well, cuz you know what, that just must have meant that that entry wasn't suppose to be posted for some reason ::shrugs shoulders:: Basically, I was just talking about all the crap that's been going on over the past week and a half or so; in school and ( Read more... )

Why? I don't know. I'm just difficult, I guess. I didn't really like the username; the numbers were bothering me. Now though, it's all good. So hopefully I'll feel like posting more often; even though I'm just now getting around to posting when I actually created it a few days ago. ::shrugs shoulders:: Oh well ( Read more... )