My friends and I have noticed before, that when you like a guy or you're looking for a relationship, there's just never anything that happens. But when you're like okay, I'm gonna be single and happy for awhile, that's when all these guys start wanting to flirt with you. What the fuck is that?? Guys are weird, LoL.
Like lately, I've been thinking about how I really don't want or need a relationship right now. It's hard going back to being alone after having known how happy you can be, but my situation as of late isn't getting any better. Now that I don't feel like dealing with guys in anything but a friendship sort of way, though, there's been all these guys coming out of nowhere, LoL. And a couple of these guys have been pretty damn cute too, but nooo my stubborn self basically rejects any and all attempts of flirting from these guys. Oh well, I trust my instincts, and obviously they've been tellin' me that none of these guys are worth it.
Aaw man, but all these lil freshman, please don't tell me they think they actually have a chance with me, LoL. I don't mean to be mean by that, but I think they'd be just a little bit too young for me. LoL cuz there's this freshman in my Health class, okay, he was passing out our answer sheets after we took the "final" in there, and he like said twice that I had really pretty eyes. I'm just like, okay, where the hell did that come from, and Joel turned around with the exact look that matched my thoughts. Always nice to get compliments, I guess.
Speaking of getting compliments, I've had four different guys this week tell me I was hot/cute/pretty however the hell you wanna put it. And I'm just kinda here like oook, why are you telling me this besides the obvious attempt at getting some: it ain't happenin', so don't throw out stuff you don't mean. Oh yeah, then there's been this one dude that's tried talkin' to me twice up at the library, and it's been drivin' me nuts cuz I know who this kid is, I just can't think of from where. Grr, I don't know; I'll probably think of it later.
But okay, I mean, come on, can I at least get a guy's interest who's closer to my age: not two years below it or three years over it. Guys: I just don't get 'em; figuratively or literally. And they call females the complicated sex! I think a break is definitely what I need.
I'm goin' to rest my head now. Later.