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[sapphiresaline]

My family decided without me (for me) what we are doing for my birthday this year. Again. And it's the same thing we did last year. They decide that we are going to get together as a family and eat cake and ice cream. I fucking hate that they do this. My dad basically thinks I enjoy having to put up with my brother's stepkids for the night. He

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[kissmepurple]

Aw, honey. I'm so sorry. <3
I think that you should just tell your family that you don't want to do it. Or just don't come. You sound like you really need a vacation, or a trip, or just a really nice change for yourself.
I think you should e-mail your therapist now. It would help. You can't do everything alone. You can't hold your feelings in.
I'm here if you need to talk. I wish I could help.

[sapphiresaline]

i keep thinking about emailing him. i would call but i hate having to use the phone usually. i'm probably just going to have to sit down at work and make myself do it tomorrow or else i might never do it.

[deadxxangel]

You should really just not show up for the party. They are obviously not throwing it with you truly in mind - just as an excuse. And they won't listen to your opinion, so not showing up would really just stick it to 'em.

I agree, you should e-mail your therapist ASAP. It might actually help.