Hard to believe its been almost 3 years since i wrote in this thing. kinda glad they didnt delete my account.
Things that have changed since then. Dating a wonderful man who is the love of my life. work as a rehab tech and spend most of my time in homer glen.

So already posted on myspace some of my thoughts about what went down at NIU. Dont know how i feel about them tearing down Cole Hall. Aside from money could be spent on better things instead of deciding to tear down a building and build another one over it. We got schools with poor textbooks really falling apart buildings and no supplies. Another ( Read more... )

So its been awhile. long while, actually. been spending more time writing in my myspace blog than anything else. So lets see for those who dont read the myspace. This is my life in a nutshell ( Read more... )

So my cat Shadow died last night. I came home from my uncle's funeral, which was sad but hadnt seen him but twice in 10 years so was still heartbreaking especially when my aunt broke down but was not something that i was emotionally invested in on some levels. I go home and lay down with my cat shadow, my hand on her paws and her head on my hand. ( Read more... )

So I'm living essentially in some twilight zone version of hell. Don't want to go into the details. However now comes the question how does one get out of it? Leaves me with several ideas. 1. Ignore whats going on and pretend like things are okay. 2. Go back to college as a form of escapism that is benefitial and something that i want to do anyways ( Read more... )

So been busy with applications just trying to find a new job, going as far as lake county cuz even if i relocate at least ill know someone there. So everyone pray i get a better paying job in a new location ( Read more... )

So life is okay ( Read more... )

Since Monday I've been on workman's comp. Why? Well the moment my parents had always feared happened. That client with extensive history and violence who new hope said was no longer like that so they were readmiting him. Decided that breaking two chairs a table and punching into concrete walls were not enough and moved on to my face, neck back, ( Read more... )

So starting tuesday going to bartending school and after 60 hours crammed into 3 weeks will get my own bar license. Then june 4th im meeting with the fred astaire dance studio about taking ballroom and eventually other dance styles there assuming i like it and the price is decent. So ill be working in a bar to pay for dance lessons and my main job ( Read more... )

So Easter was good minus sara not being here. Confirmation was also good. Good Friday celebrated michelle's bday...must admit not something i typically do on that day but eh God will understand. Got buzzed danced alot and managed to get anthony on the dance floor and taught him a few things such as finding the beat and what not. Kinda proud that of ( Read more... )