Things get so crazed, you know, you just feel like you wanna do something extreme
So I'm living essentially in some twilight zone version of hell. Don't want to go into the details. However now comes the question how does one get out of it? Leaves me with several ideas. 1. Ignore whats going on and pretend like things are okay. 2. Go back to college as a form of escapism that is benefitial and something that i want to do anyways. 3. Quit my job grab what money i have and relocate and find a job where ever it is i settle.
However on the upside. Dance is going well, been applying to pretty much everyplace i can. And now am putting some serious thought into the cleaveland idea though i think moving to oregon would be more fun. I'm also thinking about chopping off my hair and bleaching it blonde like Gina Davis in a Long Kiss Goodnight, cuz i liked how it looked and maybe ill be able to pull it off. but we will see. might be expensive since i wouldnt be doing it myself and hairstylist cost money.
Quote of the day:You think I like having you in here? Destroying everything that was me, until all that's left is you, in a dead shell. You say you hate it, but you won't leave.-BTVS
However on the upside. Dance is going well, been applying to pretty much everyplace i can. And now am putting some serious thought into the cleaveland idea though i think moving to oregon would be more fun. I'm also thinking about chopping off my hair and bleaching it blonde like Gina Davis in a Long Kiss Goodnight, cuz i liked how it looked and maybe ill be able to pull it off. but we will see. might be expensive since i wouldnt be doing it myself and hairstylist cost money.
Quote of the day:You think I like having you in here? Destroying everything that was me, until all that's left is you, in a dead shell. You say you hate it, but you won't leave.-BTVS