Somehow I feel like I am miles away. And for the first time in a long time, I've lost my time for me. Call me sad and dramatic, but I just cried over missing myself. It feels like I'm in a rocky relationship with myself, and now, I cry.

Work is a blessing yes, especially for someone doing what I am doing. But now, so many things got in the way. I ( Read more... )

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Sometimes it happens, and when it does you can’t help it. Although at your side, and all around you, you know you’re not, but you feel inside that you are, there are times like this and you see it every now and then, that one single person, talking to no one, recluse and seemingly lonely as the sea of buzzing conversations swaddle him as he ( Read more... )

and I can't sleep, I've done what so many people do when they have extra time: a Meme!


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...And no, I don't in any way refer to the song by the Beatles.

Growing up in Zamboanga and being exposed to and owning various memberships to the best beaches in the peninsula; yellow submarine is a term for the result of a docked Badjao ship nearby.

Interestingly enough, these people; the Badjao; these sea gypsies as they are sometimes referred ( Read more... )

Hello! I've been rather busy with RL and just lately have things calmed down a bit enough to get me to start writing on LJ again. Sorry to everyone who's tried to contact me and haven't gotten a reply. I hope you guys still love me ( Read more... )

It's different. It really is. When we are young we dream and think of what we want to do we make plans and set goals and try to get there as quick as we can. But every now and tehn we settle and become comfortable. We lose the drive to compete and we forget what our dreams and settle for what we are. No longer driven but comfortable. Just ordinary ( Read more... )

I hate having to move out. It makes me sad. But I know it'll only get better, from here. I just wish It didn't have to be so melancholic, this ceremonious carrying of things out, each done so slowly, so i can take my time and live in the house every day. Oh well, I've been so busy moving out. I treated myself to a movie last night. Three guesses ( Read more... )

I've been a bit busy lately; I've had to take care of a few things and to top it off, I won a poodle over a game of poker. So, those of you who know how easy it is to take care of dogs can imagine how easy it is to look after my two dogs who live with me here. Duke now enjoys the company of my poodle. The little bugger's name is Fiji. :) Here's a ( Read more... )