Ok, so it has been a long time since I wrote here. For the first time in a long time, i have felt the need to write.

I am currently with a new guy and actually content with life.
I finally no longer worry about pleasing a man...yet something feels off.

I cant say he is the most gorgeous guy in the world, but he has the biggest heart, and thats what I ( Read more... )

Ok, I dont know whats going on anymore. I keep fighting with my best friend. Each time I apologise, whether or not I believe its my fault. I get the feeling that I am nothing more than a bitch. What is wrong with me? Am all I am is a ball of anger and regret that I cant even see past this and take it out on anyone close? I cant even stand my father ( Read more... )

Ok, out of six children, I am the oldest. Yeah yeah, I claim I am an only child, well, it is half true. Anyways. I will be turning 22 in 7 months, and my sister, who is 20, will be having a baby. Honestly, I wasnt happy to hear about this at first. My first thought was "Oh no, not like mom" but after a while, I had gotten used to the idea. I havent ( Read more... )

Well I got a new boyfriend, but then crap happened and I believe he is cheating...was cheating on me so w.e. Life goes on, maybe I should wait another year and maybe then I will finally be over ex and ready to have a new bf....though that doesnt help my self esteem.... -.-

Just my luck. I get a bf, a job, and start having a normal, good life. With my birthday just a few days away, I find myself in my normal rut. Thursday sonmething bit me and now my shoulder looks like an overcooked marshmellow. My job is getting to be hard to stick with when I am running out of insurance. And my BF has a tumor in his lung. I swear ( Read more... )

Ok whats happening in my life since my last post ( Read more... )

Ok...I am really nervous. Tomorrow I have my Ju-Jitsu tournament. I feel like I am going to do terribly but...I feel I will do well. BAH! I need sleep...

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We all wear masks. Only those truely comfortable with themselves will take it off ( Read more... )

16 years ago I got a best friend/soster/pet. She has been in my life for years and grew close to me. She is in constant pain and barely can stand. I am trying to talk my dad and grandmother into getting her a brace. If they cant, and refuse to help her, I will tell my dad to put her down. I cant stand seeimg her in so much pain anymore. I love her ( Read more... )

I know i dont have many people reading this but meh...I dont care anymore ( Read more... )