Seriously
Ok, I dont know whats going on anymore. I keep fighting with my best friend. Each time I apologise, whether or not I believe its my fault. I get the feeling that I am nothing more than a bitch. What is wrong with me? Am all I am is a ball of anger and regret that I cant even see past this and take it out on anyone close? I cant even stand my father much anymore. He has gotten so much worse. That and my grandmother is going blind. Life really is telling me to just give up. But...what good will that do. I may need to find me a councilor. I cant take hurting anyone anymore, and I dont even know whats going on anymore. *sigh* Well, I guess its time to log in everything during the day and see where I am in life. Maybe its time to write here more.