When Spring unfolds the beechen leaf, and sap is in the bough ( Read more... )

it's been kind of a rough road... but for some reason, for the first time, i can only think of the good times between us... no holding on to things to use against him later in life ( Read more... )

old friends...

old man on a front porch swing
looking back on his life
glass of ice tea in his hand
other arm around his wife
i hope that's you and i hope that's me

nothing like sharing my past with my future who is a million miles away...
2 months and 26 days:o)
i'm determined to remember writing this...

i have the slightest feeling that my party days are over... I have not had the urge to drink, and when i try to force it i'm not my usual drunken self... could it be? am i maturing? hmmm, or maybe i just needed alcohol to make me happy. I finally feel that i can be just as happy without it. Which is odd because i'm also the most miserable without ( Read more... )

he's officially in qatar... on the 15th we'll just have 6 months to go... i can't wait till he comes back- i love him and miss him.. i think i'll fly to maine to meet him when he gets off the plane...
he said he's writing me a letter... i cannot wait to get it...

this was saved in my livejournal:
"i hate having my heart broken by the most gorgeous guy in the world..."

the worst part is i have no idea who the most gorgeous guy in the world is...

to move back to arizona...
to go to costa rica....
basically to get the flunk out of here.....
not that things aren't going great.. colby, elaine, krystina, chris, mike, stephanie....
woooooo...
haha...
i'm delirious...
anyways.. my last day of work is soon!!!!

i fucking LOVE halloween....

and i mean that....

i especially love the weekend before