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[sananabevoli]

it's been kind of a rough road... but for some reason, for the first time, i can only think of the good times between us... no holding on to things to use against him later in life...
honey remember when you lied to my face, and then went behind my back and cheated on me? could you maybe take out the trash...
yha... none of that...
we're perfect together
i don't want anyone but him...
and i know that for a fact, because i have been tested.. many times..
it's a lot less stressful knowing i can be super wasted and not want anyone but him...
anyways.. the point of this was to try to get him off my mind so i could do some work...
i love him.. and i miss him.. and it's to the point where i need him...
get it?
i think it's cool that i ran into chris tonight.. i hadn't thought about him for a looooooooong time (and to think most of these posts were about him)... but he really was my best friend, and to hear someone who knew me that well say that he's never seen me happier, and that i've changed is a good thing.... it's not just in my head...
i'm really lucky...
i think i've struck gold...
sigh.. i'll miss you angry hate music...
2 weeks.. and counting...