Finally found out where I'm living in the house. It's nice to finally know where I'm living and who I'm living with. I like all of the girls I'm with, one girl I don't know very well at all but I'm sure that will change. At first I felt kind of weird about living in the five girl but the more I think about it, the less it bothers me. I mean, I ( Read more... )

Good day yesterday. Saw Brittany and her fam for the first time in a long time. Found out I don't have to have surgery (!!!!) but that I can instead do some weird drug therapy. Had some delicious Tandoori chicken. I can't complain. : )

Ultrasound results came back today, all normal. I should be happy about this, anyone else would be. I just wish I had an answer. I am happy that they didn't find anything serious though, no tumors or anything, so I get to keep my woman parts. On the downside I still feel awful and no one can tell me why ( Read more... )

More and more testing. I'm just waiting for answers now. I'm waiting for something, anything. I could go totally crazy just waiting and hoping that the doctors can find something and just say, "this is it and we can fix it". I had an ultrasound yesterday and a barium follow through today. I'm probably going to need a CT scan and an MRI after this. ( Read more... )

Today was the last day for the students. It was sad to see some of them go, as wild and completely bananas as they can be, I will miss them. I enjoyed this session of summer school. I loved the people I worked with and the classroom I was in. Also, I now have nothing to do with myself and I hate that. I like to be busy, down time drives me insane. ( Read more... )

Good morning all. Sitting in the waiting room for jury duty. Huzzah. At least there is internet and things to amuse me. Either way, I get paid so I'm just looking on the bright side. Plus, I get to fulfill a civic duty, righteous ( Read more... )

Slightly unfortunately, the doctors found nothing wrong during the colonoscopy. I know it might seem weird to say, but I wish they could've just seen something and been able to be like, "okay, here's the issue, now we can fix it". I'm never that lucky with things. I am glad it's not cancer though. Just hearing the doctor even mention that made me a ( Read more... )

Little nervous today but ready to find some answers. I've never been in a hospital bed before or anything like that. It's kind of weird. I just want to get this over with now rather than have to wait much longer and just get all tense. Plus I would really like some damn food ASAP ( Read more... )

I hate my tum and it always hurting. I hate being tired all the time. I hate waking up from pain. I hate not getting to go places with my friends because I feel too crappy. I hate feeling scared for what might be causing this. I hate not knowing what's wrong and having to wait.

Despite all of that, I've got a lot to be really happy about.

Last week of school. Had only one class today because the other two were canceled. Lab review later for an hour. Then back to the hospital for more shit ( Read more... )