foot in mouth is delicious.

ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothin right, still i sit and lay awake all night.

i guess that about sums it up.

i feel like i fucking robot right now. im so mentally exahusted, but nothing wants to go easy. the hardest thing is not running. i just want to fucking disapear.

fuck, its going to be a long lonely fucking night.

ermm...

i forgot what i had to say here....

There is so much i need to fucking change, right quick, where the fuck do i start? My whole life, i've just kinda coasted by; not ever doing what i want to do, but what is easiest. I feel, not like i've wasted any time, I don't regret anything... but there is so much shit im capable of. There is so much i could do. I mean, I started college... that ( Read more... )

wahoo. another sleepless night, due to my fucking impacted teeth of doom. uhm, lets see whats new ( Read more... )

well, im bored, so i decided to update my userpic, cause my hair grew.

word son.

*coughs and listens to the hollow echo*

ive ruined my lj. fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i hate shit.

ps. if anyone knows how to take the background image out, and replace it with a color, in S1 style, let me know. i tried, i can't fucking remember

well, i don't know that for sure, but jesus fuck, i forgot how engorssing godspeed you! black emperor is. found my copy of yanqui xo in some of my moms cd's, and fuckshitgoddamn i've been listening to it all night. im just really caught up in it. the feeling of the album is amazing. i have so much i could say, but i don't have words for it. shit ( Read more... )

so, ive finally gotten a little motivated, creativly. Being all the way up here (i've moved quite far north, for anyone whom ive forgotten to tell) with no friends about, i realized that i can finally work uninterupted. just dl'd cakewalk (thank god for virtually non-exisitant copyright laws) so im gunna start laying tracks down. i might have a ( Read more... )