hanging out with him one last time really made me realize after everything that has happened in the last few months he really hasnt changed and he laughed about the whole situation....

and seeing him act the way he was i am over him and everything we went through..well everything he put me through over a year of going back and forth and still he ( Read more... )

 so just got out of work...
then shower...
bank....
check up...
then i want a new car....
then sleep...
and then work again....
blah.

I believe that things happen for a reason. People change so that you learn to let go, things go wrong so that you apprieciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. -Marylin Monroe. 

 so all my fuel lines took a shit on my car not too happy...

wont be fixed till monday..

that money from ass hole better be comeing soon thats all i got to say....

better fuckin over night fed ex that shit...

 i have the most amazing boyfriend ever...i couldnt ask for anyone better...because when i told him what was going on with me over the weekend..he hugged me as i cried and said whatever you decide to do i will support you and im not going anywhere....it will be hard but we will get through this....and that amazed me it really did because any other ( Read more... )

Ill Forgive you..
for being a selfish ass hole.
that has no remorse for anything.
and isnt willing to take action and responsibility for your mistakes...

But Im NOT Going to FORGET.

 When you come to the edge of all the light you have, and must take a step into the darkness of the unknown, believe that one of two things will happen, either there will be something solid for you to stand on or you will be taught to fly...

enjoy life this is not a dress reherrsal.

life right now.
i love the people i have in my life right now they are amazing...ive been hanging out with different people and its fun...2008 is the year that i believe i will change the most...im ready for new things im changing how i handle situations, im sticking up for myself more than ever, i have a new job, new friends, and old friends, im ( Read more... )

 so....I got an interview at the shop in gh and an interview at a resturant...im pretty excited...and i vist him tomorrow im kinda nervous....

and OTH starts tomorrow...best week ever.

so....
i still need a job...im going down hill for sure ive been sleeping in till 1 or 2 and getting wasted every night...and not remembering getting home. or anything that i did....o well. i guess..

but anyway...ive been hanging out with nate again a lot lately like that past 4 days straight...i dont know whats going on with that....but last night ( Read more... )