Stop walking all over me. stop making me feel like ive done something wrong. stop playing with my head. stop using me. stop hurting me. stop pissing me off. stop taking me for granted. if you cant handle that, dont be my friend anymore.

ok so seriously, i really dont know who i am anymore. everyone has been saying that i have changed alot, and i know that i have, but i didnt realize how dramatic the change was. Pretty much every detail is changed somewhat and i cant figure out why. i even started smoking again, and stopped eating meat again. Its almost like i have no control over ( Read more... )

so im sitting on my ass at work waiting for a group of 1st graders to get here to give them a tour and im tripping out of my ass on codine. i have no effing clue how i am suppose to give a tour when i cant even focus on anything. i just wanna sit in a chair and look at the wall. Anyway, i just moved into a new apartment. its awesome. and adopted a ( Read more... )

1. phi tau formal...an effing blast.
2. mike the security gaurd helped k.t. and i win the "who can steal the coolest thing in 20 minutes" bet by helping us find something to "borrow".
2.scoop
3.miss the bitch

i miss you.

merrrr....im a pathetic asshole.

please dont leave me.

so, i had coffee with the girls today..in order to maintain my 41 hours of consecutive no sleeping goal, and we were talking about life. none of us have really seen eachother lately so we were just discussing recent events in our lives and what not. upon listening to everyones challenges and what not, i realized something. I am generally happy ( Read more... )

1. i missed a class today and my professor yelled at me via email...shitty ( Read more... )

sometimes you just gotta be a hippie.