see and be scene?
so im sitting on my ass at work waiting for a group of 1st graders to get here to give them a tour and im tripping out of my ass on codine. i have no effing clue how i am suppose to give a tour when i cant even focus on anything. i just wanna sit in a chair and look at the wall. Anyway, i just moved into a new apartment. its awesome. and adopted a cat from the humane society, we named her spencer. even though she frequently escapes through the pot room and rolls around in insulation filled with espestos then lays in our beds, shes still pretty cool. oh yea, and one of my oldest and closest friends asked me if i was a lesbian the other day. in all seriousness. like full out hand on one shoulder, "cause if you are you know you can tell me" type of way. i was like wtf. Shes said i have been going through alot of changes and she thought maybe that was it. Is there a giant sign on my face that says "please, by all means, belittle me and break down on my self esteem by asking me if im a dyke. i already felt like a freak of nature growing feeling like a guy cause im so damn tall, but by all means, bring those repressed, painful memories to the surface by basically saying im a big o lesbo" cuz that would make sense. god, i luv the cock, anyone that really knows me has no question about this, however, cause i wear alot of black and dress like a hippie suddenly im gay. ahhhhhrrrrgggg. anyway, i hear a loud group of 1st graders filling the hallway, i must tend to thier history learning needs.