i sit and wonder how things would be different everytime.
she made a vaild point but she doesnt even now half of it. yes i look back and i wonder if what i did got me here specifically or if some of it would have occured no matter what.
i took the oppertunities that were never there for me before, yet never realized how much easier it was without ( Read more... )

mistakes happen....things happen...the more time goes by the more i contemplate the aspect of it being a mistake...and i can only ask myself what in the world is running through his head? because damnit we all know he's not saying anything.

im not typical...try

I can let it go, but i fear you can't, and that's what bothers me. dont be such a ( Read more... )

there are those certain people, whose eyes you never really grow up in...and normally it irritates the crap out of people, but at times i like to sit and enjoy when they take over, because i dont have to, even though with a little effort id be just fine....
speaking of effort, i put very little to none into this last year of high school and who can ( Read more... )

i scored

NOW
Is your hair up?: yep
Is your phone right beside you? no its charging, like always when im home
Do you have a bf/ gf?: no i do not, i dont really think about that much in all honesty
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: not really
Do you have plans for tonight?: it's sunday
Are you wearing makeup?: no, its sunday night and ive washed my face
Are ( Read more... )

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
here

2. Who will be your next kiss?
it's hard to say, I have someone in mind

3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
couple hundred maybe

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a marker

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
last weekend, going tomorrow though

6. Are you wearing ( Read more... )

i got to the gym and it was closed. i was only going tanning yet that wasnt even there for me...funny seems to be the thing lately...things are so surreal and i dont know if that's because of earlier...holley and swat know what i am saying...but things are just the slightest off lately and especially today...Surreal, much more so than normal....out ( Read more... )

i wish i could tell you everything

what can i say i just dont get it...

1) tired of your shit...it is starting to get hard to ignore it...
2) we did not get in a fight, i dont care what you say, at least 5 or 6 other people who were there do not remember this...i think you are insane...and shut up your hott...and no i wouldnt believe billy, even if he were telling the truth...your ( Read more... )

funny, I really can't explain much of anything right now...i'm in such a weird place...

prom is falling togther...and go me for actually having a hot date! it's is going to be a lot of fun and i really can't wait...i am just going to go with the flow and enjoy myself...oh and we all know that Ben is not going to have it any other way...

they ( Read more... )