::news flash:: i am no longer an 18 year old virgin, i am a 19 year old......j/k. i'm still 18, i'm just not a virgin ( Read more... )

i was sitting with mike, surrounded by friends, and all i could do was look at him...and mentally undress him with my eyes of course ( Read more... )

i like knowing that he's the last thing i see when i fall asleep, and the first thing i see when i wake up ( Read more... )

i like the person i am when i'm with him, and i like the person he makes me want to be ( Read more... )

it wasn't until college that an actual relationship formed between my parents and myself. in high school they were just there. i said hello to them. told them about my day, and would say the occasional 'i love you ( Read more... )

some people think change is a good thing. others despise it. i used to be one of those people who hated it. i'd go to a restaurant and order the same thing everytime. why? because i like it. i like the way its made. it tastes the same each time i order it. you don't even want to see me when i order my one thing and it has changed in some way ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like theres a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn ( Read more... )

at one time he was the love of my life. the key phrase being, 'at one time', meaning he is not now. for a year and a half there was a time i would have done anything for him and vice versa. i got up in the morning just because i knew i would see him. he made me want to be a better person. for a time i was, i like to think i was nicer, more outgoing ( Read more... )

people find it hard to believe that i am 18 and still a virgin. their first question is of course, 'are you waiting for marriage'. my answer is no, believe it or not i am in no hurry to lose my virginity. yes i had a boyfriend for a year and a half, but no we never had sex. yes i was ready to, i loved him, but no we never did. what always struck me ( Read more... )

ok...this is my very first entry. if you are reading this my name is valerie, i'm 18, and i'm a freshman at Fairleigh Dickinson Univeristy (FDU for furture references). i don't like to think of myself as a boring person, but then again who does. i don't even know if people are going to read this, and if they do, do they care what i'm writing about ( Read more... )