[this was kinda edited, more than once]

i need to distract my stupid brain/heart with a cavity.

what the fuck.
history is weird.

i smell like summer now. it didn't feel like summer started yet cause i've just been going to school and working everyday. but yea, today was sticky hot and i liked it.

update: i currently live in south philly; i have since september. this is my second house. i'm living here for about six weeks or so because it's really cheap and i don't have to pay for air conditioning. i'm 21, still have not used my ID, though i've tried, lord knows i've tried. i think it's cause i've always got some scruff on my face but just ( Read more... )

it felt so good to leave eastern pennsylvania for a while. while i was gone i seriously considered never going back to philadelphia. i have so many friends that i care about there, but i think that city is slowly making me complacent. and i don't want that. i'm ready to go back for fall semester, but i don't know. i'm not sure what to do about the ( Read more... )

jesus christ. six straight days of rain. today was nice though. 5 of my good friends are going to be gone for two and a half weeks. thankfully i'll be meeting up with them in indiana for a while. before i leave i have to pay my late bills at less cock and move all my stuff out, though most of it is already out. i also want to get my crass tattoo. ( Read more... )

just after i say that summer has been so-so i have two fucking awesome nights. sunday i just swam all day and hung out with ten great people. today i hung out with two of my favorite people and then went to a good sweaty show. and tomorrow i'm getting indian lunch buffet. also, i got psyched on getting an x-men calf sleeve again so i want to go in ( Read more... )

i slept and woke up covered in sweat and all i could muster upon getting up is "i hate this fucking part." summer is an amazing time we just have to figure out daily ways to fight heat and exhaustion. it's been a half-assed summer so far though. i blame recent bouts of cold nights, weeks of rainy days, and kids subdued by the lack of available ( Read more... )

summer pretty much rules right now. being a dishwasher at vegan treats is kinda awesome. i now have money for weekly trips to double decker and multiple tattoos. plus it's only a fifteen minute bike ride to work. last night we went skateboarding to get slurpees and loitered for a while in a bowling alley parking lot and had good talks. i don't ( Read more... )

shit. life is amazing and surprising and exhausting ( Read more... )

last night was some of the most fun ever. i won at risk. first time i ever completed a game. drank (see "trashed") and then roamed the franklin institute from 2-4:30 in the morning. today and tonight matched the poor weather. at first boring. then just cold and uncomfortable in your own skin. shit happens. tomorrow will be better. i can't express ( Read more... )