shit. life is amazing and surprising and exhausting.
i've made some important decisions recently. i quit brrr for the reason that i can't offer 100 percent to it and i don't think the band deserves anything less than that. i love the band and i love everyone involved, but it's not something i prioritize. i also decided to move out of less cock and venture to the exotic land of south philadelphia. i'm looking forward to 15-20 minute bike rides to school as opposed to 30 minute rides from west philadelphia. i'm also looking forward to having a lot of friends living in the same section of town and to living with other kids. less cock is amazing and i'm really glad i lived here, but i kinda have a secret desire to live with people in my situation as young students, who just want to listen to born against and do homework sometimes. i also made the decision to get rid of a lot of my shirts. i tend not to wear a lot of them. but i have this mental list of bands i want t-shirts of. it's not far from being complete. and then i'll just have those shirts to always wear. yea, big decision right there.
the last few days have had me more nerve wracked than i think i've been since last year's finals. writing papers and studying for entire days straight is very numbing. i barely slept last night and i got up early to write a paper all day long. but i'm basically finished now with the semester. just one more exam. to celebrate i finally got to check out the penn dumpsters since i was at school on the first nights of picking. i got a huge bob marley poster of him smoking a joint. i'm psyched. everything else is soooooo secondary. and now i'm getting sesame tofu and a dr. pepper to celebrate. i only have a single dollar bill on me but luckily i collect change so i have a ton of quarters. i'm tired and rambling. please be aware of how amazing life can be even if it's confusing and troubling and stressing at times. summer will be great. don't think twice.
see how much i love life?
oh, and i shaved most of my hair off. not super short. but short, ya know? shorter than it has been before.