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Dec 07, 2005 02:35

Well, I found myself doing okay until about 2pm then my whole day when to hell. I never di dfind a buddy. I am going to try again tomorrow. I have my pics to look at, all the motivations and now desperation ( Read more... )

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goal_is_50 December 7 2005, 09:09:12 UTC
Hello *buddies*
The only thing we can do now, is to pick ourselves up and keep fighting till we have what we want, ne?
I gained a kilo the other day, and now I'm getting back on the horse and lost it today :o

Anyways, Have friended you!

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Thank you safeinsolitude December 7 2005, 09:26:26 UTC
atahen we start tomorrow! Post if you have trouble or at the end of the day to fill me in! Sound good? I will do the same! Now I have to figure out how to "friend" you!

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Re: Thank you safeinsolitude December 7 2005, 09:32:05 UTC
I figured it out and friended you. I wish you a GREAT day in control of "Ana" and her grumbling moods! Hold her hand and tell her you are in control then hold mine so we can help each other!

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Re: Thank you goal_is_50 December 7 2005, 09:45:48 UTC
^_^ You have a GREAT day tomorrow too! :D *gives "Ana" a side look*

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mis_patterned December 7 2005, 19:10:52 UTC
hiya, just read your journal and ill be youre buddy if u want me 2 b. im 5'11 and weigh 161 lbs. i wana lose at least 30 lbs. im not a faster as im at university and i need energy to work. although my apperance is important to me, my education is just as equal and i wont ruin it. i eat very little a day. no more than 500 cals. i usually eat bananas and crackers. i just tell people i have no appetite due to stress. im quite new to this as well, and surprisingly i find it quite easy as i seem to have gotten in to a routine. and when i think of eating a full meal i dont think i can. i dont have many buddies and im worried ill slip back to my old ways of eating loads of junk food and i need just as much encourage as u, especially through christmas. i usually add people by in the search boxes just typing in the users name and then in the little blue box there should be a symbol with a little man, just click it to add someone.
xx

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I would love to have you as a buddy as well! safeinsolitude December 8 2005, 00:27:38 UTC
I have done semi okay today. I had a dinner that was only 150 calories then got hungry and had several pretzel rods. I am mad but better those than chocolate or worse. It was my first day back in gear. How did you do? How did YOU do GOAL IS 50?

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Re: I would love to have you as a buddy as well! goal_is_50 December 8 2005, 09:33:41 UTC
Rargh I didn't do great ;_; I ate.... 597cals? Yah... ;___; but I burned a bit.
STILL over 400, but not by as much ^^;;;

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mis_patterned December 8 2005, 01:45:28 UTC
ive done really badly ive had a banana 10 cream crackers with margarine on them. then i went out BIG mistake. i had 3/4 botttle of white wine then 2 shots and 3 trebles of malibu and coke and then half and alcohol pop drink! i had to go home early from clubbing coz i dint feel well, prob from lack of food and my flatmate made me a toasted cheese sandwhich! when im sober im guna regret it so much! im guna have to eat less for the next 2 days! to make up for it then eat my usual amount 500 cals onwards. university does not mix with drinking less, alcohol is too tempting, its different to food.

when ur hungry or tempted drink water and lots of it tilll your full.

sometimes i dont think i can hack eating less. its so weird. buti have to do it! i cant believe this is what ive become. i need help so much.
do u have motivational quotes to help you. i can give you some if you want
xx

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A very depressing day safeinsolitude December 8 2005, 05:09:04 UTC
I did terrible. I won't go into the pathetic details but for a day that started out well it ended the same as every other day lately.

I do think I will try the filling up on water when I get hunrgy.Maybe that will help. I don't have any motivational sayings except "That which sustains can alsp destroy." and the typical "nothing tastes as good as thin feels." I would love any you could suggest.

Who is your thinspiration? I LOVE Sarah Jessica Parkers figure. A year ago I was at 18% body fat which is around hers. That is considered idea for athletes. Then MS came in and kicked my ass now I have 150 pounds to lose to go back. I am beginning to think it is impossible. I want to cry.

Maybe we should all try one day fasting just to show we can do it - you know, take the control over food and then one day of 500 calories or under?

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Re: A very depressing day mis_patterned December 8 2005, 10:24:12 UTC
mine is angelina jolie. i think she is just perfect. also i look at nicole kidman or misha barton as they are the same height as me ( ... )

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Re: A very depressing day safeinsolitude December 8 2005, 21:17:14 UTC
I am up to it! I will eat under 500 cal today it it kills me and tomorrow nothing but low cal/no cal liquids! We will fast through Fri together! I know having this kind of support will help.

It is 3:15 on Thursday right now and I have had 3 pretzel rods (110 cal) and I am still hungry so going to pound down the water like someone suggested. The hardest time for me is at night when kids are in bed. I can't just keep the crap out of the house cause my husband buys it for himself and the kids and talking to him does nothing.

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