Deftones' Diamond Eyes album has become a stable for this point in my life. Ive listened to it every day since i saw them live and for hours on end while walking around Northern California. 25% of the album just makes me think of Shannon (You've Seen The Butcher, Beauty School, This Place Is Death for example) but the rest make me think of how much ( Read more... )

It has been almost 3 weeks since i moved to California and i am making a public entry to celebrate ( Read more... )

 Thank the stars for Minerva. I was laying down and really thinking about how the past few months would have been without her. The loneliness would be unbearable. Sometimes i wish she can talk, but then i wonder if maybe that is one of the best parts of having a pet ( Read more... )

 So Alexys has been trying to hook me up with her friend Mel for a very long time and i decided to go for it. I figured it would be fine since she isn't looking for anything serious since she has greater things she would like to concentrate on. I have always found Mel attractive anyway so i messaged her and told her what was up. It's kind of a wait ( Read more... )

I want to move to California and become a starving artist. Staying on Cape Cod and becoming a starving artist sounds so much more realistic though.

i will record something.

I had a good feeling rush over me but it left. 7 dogs today. i may have to get rid of minerva temporarily and just go to cali alone until i have a place to bring her back to. i canot wait to move there and open up a restaraunt.

Everything is getting so stressful. I am really anxious and starting to worry. I really cannot go to California with Minerva unless Frances finds a place to go to, but im starting to lose faith that she will find a place before i need one. If DDI goes under, i have no place to live. I can only hope she finds a job and a place very very soon. I am ( Read more... )

I hate you.

i will be in california soon enough and i can leave this ugly hole behind. im going to something big with my life. huge.

I am really excited about Roseville, CA after reading about it. This is from it's official site ( Read more... )

So im really thinking of moving to cali regardless of the daycare closing or not. i havent been enjoying myself even at work lately. im tired of it. ive been so annoyed and unmotivated. a change would be great.

yeah. i think its time to leave cape cod behind me. im going to do it.