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Sep 06, 2003 20:41

Today was Saturday and I think I am going even more insane. Am I regurgitate future nightmares? creations? I don't know why this happens. Everything all at once. School, Relations, Band, car, work..EVERYTHING! Someone hear me, someone grip my tears as the spue out of the pours in my veins and in my fucking eyes. I am so lost and tired. I want to ( Read more... )

relations, school, neurosis, 2003, whining, work, freaking out, band, car, immature

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_trustkill September 6 2003, 18:43:34 UTC
i read it all. i feel the same way. you sound unsure of something. is something wrong? if you need anything, you know i am there for you. it doesnt matter when. wake me up from my misery, so i can help you. i dont care about myself. i care about you, most of all. and i dont want you feeling like this. im here for you, and dont forget that.

<3 you billy.

-irb

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i read it all too recksen September 7 2003, 09:17:49 UTC
yeah i dont know what to say, i care about ya, your the guitarist, and yeah i do look foward to seeing you

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angelk814 September 10 2003, 15:47:30 UTC
hello. i dont know you. but i think i know how ya feel. and it sux big time. anyway, ya ever wanna talk email whatever i-m me angelk814. life sux.. but it could get better

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anonymous September 11 2003, 17:20:39 UTC
im listening, but i dont know how to react- perhaps people say only ' hey bill, dont be sad' cuz the words you used to descibe what your feeling shock people so much.- they get that much emotion out of what you wrote that they just cant..even process somthing that might comfort you. er- whats the word? i dont really know what im talking about- but its always hard to think of somthing- that might help. people will prolly say they know exactly how you felt when you wrote this.. but do they really? i dont know. i dont entirely, but i wish i could help.:( i'm sorry i dont know what to say to this either. but you havent lost at evreything- you havent lost everything."why doesn't anyone kneel down and lift up one of my tears from the ground and just let it seap into their heart" deffinatley havent lost your ability to write like that! thats awesome..yeap well anyways..sorry:(

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