So I've had a few days of solitude to do nothing but be alone and think, which in my case isn't exactly always a good thing. I mean, I've thought about everything, and I do mean everything. And it all started Saturday night. So Rob and I went to the ICP show, saw Bonnie,Josh and Alli,chilled with them and Hailey and J10 and Tiki and Coma and all ( Read more... )

[00:42] twelvemajestik: hey ( Read more... )

okay so someone tell me what exacly a person is thinking when they have sex with another person and than says "we should get to know each other better before we jump into something...you just out of being tied up, why would you wanna do it again?" I never said I wanted to just be yours...but having maybe a little understanding of whatever the fuck ( Read more... )

Soundtrack to your life: you all know how this works. Open up your music player, put it on random and for each question type in whatever song comes up...HAVE FUN ( Read more... )

so im talki to rob, just tryin make conversation and this is how it goes ( Read more... )

And no...that isn't from aPSychopathic song. I just wrote it. Hmmm...maybe I'll use it in a song, who knows. I'm not sure what is really going on, like underneath everything else going on, it feels like something is pressuring me into feeling the way I do and it's all subconcious. I'm depressed, I know that yet I don't want to tell anyone becasue ( Read more... )

So for the first time in a long time I got to really hang out with Alli last night...Rob likes her so much and I get the impression she likes him just as much and Im so happy cause they both deserve the best and I wish it all for them. So anyway we were hanging out Mike called Alli which in itself was odd, we found out last night Zane had died... ( Read more... )

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house ( Read more... )

Wow so I dunno I found some of my old writing and stuff and it's so weird casue like Im not exactly at that point of depression in my life right now but Im definitly associating with a lot of the mean hateful shit I used to write.... for somer eason this one had me in tears ( Read more... )

Honestly I really don't know where my head is right now. I have all these thought running around and it's like eighty voices screaming in my head at once, kinda like when they let you hear all the people the Hite Lighters on Charmed are in charge of, all those voices screaming for help or a friend, that's what my head feels like right now ( Read more... )