Even God Can't Stop Me.. ~ 10/10 ~
Well I'm up in heaven now for over a year enjoying my well-deserved rest, but I just can't help myself from looking down on earth from time to time... Just to see how my 2 boys are doing and if they're still together...
Luckily, they are...
Otherwise I would plead with God to get down on earth one last time to kick their asses!
I think he wouldn't let me go but hey, it's the thought that counts...
No, I'm really Really happy for them, I knew they would work things out... They just needed a little push and I'm glad I could give it to them
Although Matt gets a big ' Thank You ' from me too 'cause he really did his best when he talked to Adam
Adam can be such a stubborn fool sometimes... But I love him, no matter what...
And I don't blame Adam entirely for this, 'cause Kris can be stubborn too... Plus, he's way too shy and insecure... He should realise how much people love him by now, but he's still the same humble guy who thinks he's nothing special while he's one of the most talented guys I've ever known. But that humbleness makes me love him even more than I already did...
I know my 2 boys and I know what they need
Adam is like this over-confident almost fierce kind of guy on the outside, while he really is insecure about himself, he just needs someone in his life who can tell him he's great and who can make him feel loved, not by saying the words 'cause they're so over-rated , but just by looking at him...
He can find all of that in Kris, that's why he belongs to him
Kris has like no confidence at all, sure he has it, he just needs someone to drag it out of him. Someone who makes him feel good about himself no matter what he says or does in his life, someone he can always fall back on when the rest of the world lets him down...
Someone like Adam, that's why he belongs to him
Sometimes I see them look up to the sky and smile... As if they Know that I'm looking down upon them.
They visit my grave from time to time and I can hear them talk to me, telling me about how their shows are going, how happy they are together and, ofcourse, how much they miss me...
God knows how much I miss them too... He sometimes catches me crying as I'm watching Kris and Adam but he never says anything, he just puts his big comforting hand on my shoulder and for some reason that seems to help me to dry my tears...
If I can give you guys one advice: Never.Stop.Believing...
When you love someone for all the right reasons, but the whole world tells you that it's wrong and you should let that person go, Don't Do It!
When you love that person so much it hurts and it just seems like you'll never end up together, Never Give Up!
I'm telling you this 'cause Kris and Adam have been through all of that and they Are together now...
'Cause you know, in the end, even God couldn't stop me from giving them that little push, and he couldn't stop them from getting together either, even if I wouldn't be there to give them that push, they still would've end up together...
And now they're the luckiest guys in the world... And I'm looking at them and feel like I'm the happiest girl in heaven..