Even God Can't Stop Me.. ~ 9/10 ~
So, I've got the tape and I wrote a little note so they will really understand...
I've got something else too, but that's for later.
First it's time for the tape!
I've placed it, together with the note, on the front doorstep of Kris' house and now I'm ringing the bell to get his attention.
He won't see me, so it's okay for me to just stand here and see what happens, although I think I already know the answer to that...
Oh, there he comes!
Kris opened the door and looked around, there was no one there... He wanted to close the door again but then he looked down and saw the tape with the note on top of it. He picked them up and read the note, his eyes widened as he saw the handwriting and what the note said... ' Look at this tape together with Adam ' It was all the note said, but that was more than enough...
He ran inside to grab his carkeys and ran outside again to his car, putting the tape and the note on the seat beside him he drove off to Adam's house.
When Adam opened his door and saw Kris he was happy to see him and oened up his arms for a hug but Kris just rushed past him and pushed some piece of paper into his hand, Adam looked confused at it but then he read it and his eyes widened even more than Kris' eyes had, he kept his eyes on the paper while he walked up to the livingroom where Kris was pushing a tape into the recorder and put on the TV
" Kris, this is... "
" Allison's handwriting, I know... " Kris looked straight at Adam and Adam looked back " You wanted a sign to proof you wrong, well I think this is the best sign you could get... "
* Good thinking Kris! Go on, watch the tape... *
Kris sat down on the couch and tapped with his hand on the place beside him as a sign for Adam to take a seat next to him. Adam sat down beside him and looked at the TV, waiting anxiously for Kris to press the 'play' button, which he did now...
The first thing they saw was Allison who was trying to film herself smiling happily then she turned the camera and Kris and Adam came into view. They were both rolling their eyes but smiling at the same time into the camera, they were annoyed by the camera but happy at the same time 'cause they knew Allison loved to film them and they agreed to play along. All they saw now was themselves, holding hands, laying on the beach, even at a little restaurant where Adam was feeding Kris something of his plate.
Apparently Allison had worked on that tape 'cause she had put all the sounds of their voices out and replaced it wih music, love music ofcourse, Allison thought of everything...
How more they saw of the tape, the closer Adam and Kris got and by now Kris' head was laying on Adam's chest and Adam's arms were wrapped around him. They were both crying... Allison had made that tape so beautiful by putting in the music and sometimes some close-ups of them when they hugged or of their hands holding on to each other. The scene that hit them the most was that of when they pulled away from one particular hug their faces were so close that they almost kissed eachother and the look in their eyes said more then words could ever do...
When they came to the last minutes of the tape they saw Allison putting the camera down, the music had stopped too, and they saw her standing in between them smiling from one to the other, then she took one of their hands and said " This is what I want to see in the future...Even when I'm not around, I still want this to happen... " and she slipped Kris' hand into Adam's...
Then the tape came to an end and the screen went black again.
At that time, neither Adam or Kris had understood the true meaning of what Allison had said, but now they did... Now they understood...
Allison had made the symbolic gesture of wanting to see them together, not just as friends, but as a couple...
Adam's hand reached automatically at Kris and he entwined their fingers together, Kris looked up at him and smiled weakly, Adam smiled back and lifted Kris' hand to give it a kiss
" Kris I... I've been so stupid... " Adam whispered still holding Kris' hand close to his mouth " How could I've forgotten this... All she ever wanted was for us to be together, even if she wasn't around like now... I know she didn't know she would be death, and she didn't mean it like that back then, but now I know that what we did wasn't wrong and that her death has nothing to do with us having sex. I think that, if she could see us back then, she probably would've been screaming from happiness... " He hesitated a minute and Kris brushed his finger against his lip to encourage him to speak further, so he did " I thought it was a sign for us to stop doing what we were planning to do, which was trying to be a couple. I started panicking and did everything I could to push you away... But now I know this was exactly what they wanted to happen, what She wanted to happen... " he sighed, this was really gonna sound stupid, but he had to tell him... "Sometimes I think she's still here... Following me around like she used to do, laughing when I say or do something stupid, ...I still see flashbacks of her when I'm daydreaming, but somehow they feel real... " He looked cautiously at Kris, how would he react to this?
Kris smiled and pulled himself up, he had to look straight int Adam's eyes for this " I sometimes think that too.. Like she's watching me when I'm playing my guitar and has that spark in her eyes like she's really enjoying it or when I'm just hanging lazily on my couch she's standing in front of me, scowling at me, ready to scold me for being a lazy ass and telling me to ' get off that frickin' couch and do something ', just things like that... I thought I was going crazy sometimes, but now that I know you're having them too... "
" Now we can be crazy together " Adam winked and Kris laughed, then Adam got serious again and Kris stopped laughing " I'm really sorry Kris... I shouldn't have pushed you away... "
" It's okay... " Kris wrapped his arms around Adam and kissed him on the corner of his mouth " You were hurt, I understand... But I hope you won't push me away bow when I'm gonna do this.... " this time he kissed Adam full on the lips
Adam didn't push Kris away, he pulled him even closer and deepened the kiss.
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Kris and Adam are standing besides Kris' car now 'cause Kris has to leave, he has a rehearsal this evening and he doesn't want to be late
They're hugging and kissing each other like they're never gonna see again... It's so cute! Those two are really meant to be together...
Awww, they're pulling away...
" Adam... " Kris hesitated, unsure if this was the right time to say it but when he looked up into Adam's eyes and saw the look in them he knew it was " I love you "
Adam smiled and pulled Kris' to his chest one more time, he whispered in his ear " I love you too "
At that moment I feel myself starting to disappear... I think God knows I'm done here, so he's taking me away...
There's one more thing though!
As I'm floating above them I drop the picture that I also took with me together with that tape...
It's a picture of them, stradled together in a hug, with a little note on, written by me, saying " Finally... I never stopped believing... "
I see them looking at the picture that has fallen at their feet, Kris picks it up and Adam looks over his shoulder to read it too...
Their eyes widen, they look at each other and then they look up into the sky
I smile and wave at them
This time they can see me...
Adam wraps his arm around Kris' shoulder and Kris wraps his arm around Adam's waist, they smile back at me and with their free hands, they wave me goodbye
Finally... They finally got to their senses and realised this was meant to be...
I blow them one last kiss and then I disappear...
My job here is done, I finally get my rest...
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A/N : this is actually the last chapter but since I promised glambertrock to make ten chapters, I'm gonna make an epilogue completely in Allison's POV and that will be chapter ten then :)
I hope you liked the story... It was a bit weird at some points I know :) but I did enjoy writing it! and I hope you enjoyed reading it too,lol