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When you say best friends means friends for ever
I want to write you an open letter.
But my heart is closed off to the idea, the hurts too much. -
I want my cake
I told you I cant do this anymore. I cant be "this kind of friend" but the alternative is killing me ( Read more... ) -
Humiliation
I'm guilty of looking for the best in people. Searching every square inch so as I miss all the signs. Including the blatant ' don't think nice things about me I'm a bad dude'. But then there are the voice mails and the nick names and calling you for help.
I am humiliated.
My friend put it best ' you are being devalued' . That really hurt to hear.
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I bought the book but didn't flip the page
Post hang out blues.
You can't lie to yourself. Your feelings find the cracks and just seep through.
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Breaking my own rules trying to forget about the consequence
Maybe it's an age thing but saying I love you doesn't carry such a scary weight as it used too.
I think I understand time is just that. You can't stop it or slow it down. So when people say no time like the present , I couldn't agree more.
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Bathing in your moon shine
Idle minds are the devils playground? Or something like that.
Alone with my thoughts and my mind is racing over the past week. Nothing like everything changing at once. I'm all for change but it feels as though the world around me is and I'm not quite up to speed.
Am I resisting it? Or am I just to busy day dreaming into the sunset. Possibly being ( Read more... ) -
Holding on
I'm always so surprised at what your body and mind remember and it's not always in unison.
Watching a band this weekend i became overwhelmed and I burst into tears and couldn't explain why and then my heart caught up with my body.
Standing in the crowd and a scent wafted past and i closed my eyes and i was in that moment taken back to a time so ( Read more... ) -
House Hunting Sucks Balls
So we tried something new and it failed. Having a 3rd housemate is just not a good dynamic for us.
Also you know the fleas, mice, ants, possums, samoans, homeless people, landlords walking into our home announced etc really doesnt help also.
Fingers crossed for something this week :)
CROSSED crossed CROSSED
I ONLY SEE ON LABARIAN FREDDY! -
so sentimental :)
"this is nice".... echoes in my thoughts as the days are getting longer, the nights shorter and the time between sleep and awake becomes blurred.
I can make as many excuses as I like or I can simply put my hand out and say "wanna go for a walk?"... -
This time last year
Dear diary,
This time last year I was falling in love with Someone who never loved me.
This time this year, I'm learning to love myself again.
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