There are a lot of things in this world you cannot change.
One of them is people, another is the past.

But there are a few things in this world that you can change.
One of them is yourself, another is the future.

You know, it really pisses me off when people cheat. I'm a proud non-cheater who in return has been cheated on in every relationship. I just can't believe you could go around deceiving someone you love like that. It seriously frustrates and disgusts me. What is wrong with (some) people. There should be a law that says whenever you cheat, you lose ( Read more... )

Are you fucking serious?
My counselor ENSURED me that Long Beach would be allowing enrollment in Spring of 09.. and now they aren't?!? NO cal states are?!? Is this for real?!?

FUCK BUSH.
FUCK ARNOLD.
SCREW 16 BILLION DOLLAR BUDGET CUTS.
I'M FUCKING PISSED.

What the shit am I supposed to do for an entire year?

It has been a month now. Austin sort-of cheated on me (long story) and has been since we first started dating, so I kicked him out. I found out the day I got back from my road trip, and I've never felt right since. We are still "together", but I never see him. Once I kicked him out, he all of the sudden lost his anxiety and started hanging out with ( Read more... )

My birthday was pretty sweet. Vegas is always fun even when it's over 110 degrees outside. I didn't get drunk - only buzzed all the time. We lounged by the pool, went to the hoover dam, walked from one end of the strip to the next, ate a BUNCH, saw awesome fireworks while sitting in an empty parking lot, drank a LOT, gambled some, went on roller ( Read more... )

Austin wrote this about me a few months after we started dating and 6 days after my grandpa died ( Read more... )

My sister always really wanted to start a garden, so Crisler decided it was time. I happened to be available, so we gardened for 3 and a 1/2 hours Saturday and 2 hours yesterday. It's turning out to be a lot of fun, and with our combined energy and information, it's actually turning out pretty well! We have a herb garden, vegetable garden (broccoli ( Read more... )

Half the time I feel like blowing my brains out and the other half I'm totally happy. I can't decide what I want to do and I can't keep a consistent thought for more than 5 minutes. I couldn't be more unprepared for any of this. I get home from vacation - I'm experiencing a total high and I get slapped in the face. Yeah - ok, maybe I made a bigger ( Read more... )

(austin and i are breaking up and i feel like i've failed the last 2 years of my life ( Read more... )

In a "debate" on gay marriage last night, my teacher (who has his doctrine) said the following ( Read more... )