At this point, pretty sure no one I know uses this. Or reads their friends list ( Read more... )

Alec left this morning. His flight took off at 5:45 am. I am still up...working on my room. organizing myself, getting rid of stuff, and making it my own space again so i am not crying all the time. i am going to miss that boy like crazy. hell i already do and its been like 2 hours. but i bet i only miss him that much because he's not coming back ( Read more... )

Hosted By: Jackie and Meghan
When: Friday Apr 27, 2007
at 9:00 PM
Where: 107 house AKA 'the box'
107 NE 74th ave (one block north of Burnside)
Portland, OR 97213
United States
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Jackie and Meghan

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i don't trust you. you twist my words and make it look bad. when all i've ever wanted to do for you was help. you broke my heart, and rejected me. everyone else thinks that is acceptable. but to me it isn't. if you were of other gender, it would've been more acceptable. but they aren't as open as they seem ( Read more... )

its amazing really what your mind can do ( Read more... )

sometimes i disgust myself. with my self pity and feelings of lack of self worth. i feel like i have worth when i am at work, when i am at school, when i am with my boyfriend. but lately i feel incredibly less of worth in my friends eyes. i feel like if i write these in certain areas that people will just worry...ie alec. alec will just worry. he ( Read more... )

i've been accepted to go to denmark for a year to study...so that's exciting ( Read more... )

i told some people from my science class about sean last night. and they were amazed by how well i seem to be doing. i think i worry about that with people i know. that they think i got better too fast or that i should seem more of a mess. i am a little surprised the more i think about what they've said. though last night i had a flashback of a ( Read more... )

well this is my first post of the new year ( Read more... )

a year has past...and we've gathered in your name ( Read more... )