I feel so empty, so alone, so secluded and sad. Maybe it is the lack of sleep, maybe in the morning everything will go away and become better. I hope it is all this delusional sleep thing. I'm on one of my worst days lately.

Will I ever be able to trust someone in a relationship again? Will I even want to? Will I even be able to trust people as friends? It has come to the point that with school and going out a little more I have met new people. I feel so strange around them though. I'm sure they are great and they seem really intelligent and interesting, yet I still ( Read more... )

I just sit and watch the people there. They remind me of wind up cars in motion ( Read more... )

I give up on You, You, and You.

I'm suffocating and there is nowhere for me to go for air.

I got 4 A's and now 15 credit hours out of the way. Now for summer classes :(

I'm not going to go into details right now because it would be one long ass entry. All I'm going to say is I'm supposed to be in Florida having a nice relaxing vacation with my brother and sister-in-law until Thursday, but I'm sitting in Michigan today home from my vacation and pissed at my sister-in-law and probably have one less friend(her)and ( Read more... )

Hopefully 3rd time really is a charm because if it is I'm going to Florida next Thurs :) I will get to see my brother and sister in law and school will have just gotten out, so I will have a nice break before summer classes start. The first 2 times I tried to get back down there failed because of horrible situations, so I'm begging to whoever is ( Read more... )

I'm sick and tired of all you assholes.

I feel like I'm physically dying. I know I'm not, I just feel so shitty. It started with a small stomach ache that continued to get worse and worse. Now my whole body is drained, and my chest is stabbing hard.