The only thing left that makes me smile is my death.

I don't know. I really just don't know. Everyone I think of, every person I can imagine...it hurts. They hurt somehow. Either they did something to hurt me or it is a hurt I can't explain. I'm done meeting new people, I'm done hanging on to people I know now. There is no one that I can think of and not hurt in some way. I'm so drained of energy.I ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm depressed and any medication will truely work on me.I just think I'm a sensative person and pain inflicted on others and myself hurts me so much. I can feel other peoples pain when I am around them.I really can pick up on feelings most of the time, and those feelings transfer to me. Those sad depressed lonely feelings. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

Like Ingrid Magnussen from White Oleander said: "Loneliness is the human condition, get used to it."

Things were supposed to be better or getting there, but they are worse.So if I'm not around, not answering my phone, not speaking to you, don't take it personally. I'm a mess.

I'm heading for a nervous breakdown. Seriously. I don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to hang on here. I no longer have a "safe place" to go and relax and feel ok. If you have anxiety really bad you know what I am talking about; if you don't than I probably sound really strange. All I know is I have no where to go to feel safe right now ( Read more... )

We are reading poetry in my 2nd English class. We have to write a paper analyzing one of the poems and its' similes and metaphors and all that. All the poems we have had to read are extremely depressing. Each one pushes something inside of me. I am feeling very alone and empty. The more my class analyses the poems and the more I think about them, ( Read more... )

This is incredibly sad ( Read more... )

If I could scream loud enough for the whole world to echo, I would

Animals make me smile and giggle. If it wasn't for them I think I'd already be dead.