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Will I ever be able to trust someone in a relationship again? Will I even want to? Will I even be able to trust people as friends? It has come to the point that with school and going out a little more I have met new people. I feel so strange around them though. I'm sure they are great and they seem really intelligent and interesting, yet I still hesitate. I've been put in the situation to realize I have no faith in anyone any more. I have no trust or to put out there and I have walls I refuse to break down(even if I want to somehow) to let new people, even acquaintances, into my soul.