Well tonight was interesting...I learned from my mistakes. Thanks Don. Thanks to you I realized A lot.

Went to South carolina for christmas and it was really awesome. I spent a lot of money on christmas presents but it's cool. I had fun in S.C but I am so happy to be back in columbus with Joey and my friends. I am so happy at this point in my life even though it does get stressful sometimes, I am still as happy as i have ever been!! Gin's dad is ( Read more... )

joey is a sweetheart...he bought me a plane ticket to south carolina...we were laying in bed and he was like...even though it was hard for me to do i bought you a plane ticket so you can go spend christmas with your family cause i know you have been stressing about it lately...and lately he's been all mushy gushy telling me how much he would miss ( Read more... )

thanksgiving sucked. joey invited me to go spend thanksgiving with his family but i decided to work instead. i hate spending thanksgiving with other peoples families . i feel out of place.last christmas was horrible...it was when i was living with beau and jessica and both of there famileis bought me "petty gifts" ...it was kinda embarrassing...he ( Read more... )

I am not the same. I can't beleive your gone. I feel your fire when it's cold in my heart. Everything reminds me of you.I didn't get to say goodbye. I really wish i got to say goodbye ( Read more... )

over and over again..the same old fucking shit ...this same stupid feeling..ashamed...worthless...no hope...will this ever change? i've came to the conclusion that it's not the people that i am involved with...no matter who it's me. I think about Dad everyday...i don't really understand why I miss him so much...Me and him are so much alike when ( Read more... )

things are going so wonderful right now!!!!! ahhh!!! i am so happy! He is the most interesting,unique,sweet,funniest,lovable,caring,funnest,intelligent,hottest person i have ever met!!! Everyday he surprises me!!!

abby is not very dependable. halloween is in 6 days !! i feel kinda blah right now. i was sitting there playing super nintendo and i just got this weird feeling. i miss my dad. i wish deanna wasn't in the picture. me and my dad are so much a like but when deanna is there he is totally different. he's not himself anymore. he's just an asshole .what ( Read more... )

well i left adam. i packed my shit and left sunday night. what we had was unfixable if that is even a word. i am so much more happier now. i start school november 1st and i am stressin. i am trying to get into school mode but i can't i am getting a car on monday!!! an 86 cavalier for 100 bucks . it needs an oil pan which joey is gonna fix for me. ( Read more... )

yeah well adam read my journal somehow and he's really pissed off. today started out horrible hopefully it gets better. adam said i was an idiot which hurt my feelings and that i wasn't responsible and that i was immature which he's probably right about. he's also right about me not "progressing" my bank account is totally fucked up and it's going ( Read more... )