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over and over again..the same old fucking shit ...this same stupid feeling..ashamed...worthless...no hope...will this ever change? i've came to the conclusion that it's not the people that i am involved with...no matter who it's me. I think about Dad everyday...i don't really understand why I miss him so much...Me and him are so much alike when Deanna isn't around. Thats where i get my sense of humor from. When it was just me and him we got along so good..we laughed about stupid things that no one else thought was funny. I really miss that feeling. I wonder if Adam really found him. i feel the urge to cry.