I am pretty sure that I am over your drama making abilities. How come nothing can be chill. I want to go back to sleep

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Okay so, today I decided that i am going to work on my resolutions. This is my journal, where else would i put these?

The obvious, less original one;
-get fit, i have a gym membership and i had some motivation but i lost it

-forgive and forget you

-forgive her

-start school

-find who i am and what i need to be

So, there are these guys and I am being put in a situation where I need to decide what is right for me. What if i take the wrong step? what if its not the right thing. I end up loosing and hurting people and those are the worst to deal with. I feel like, i need to make a clear cut honest decision. however, i feel that, who I am is riding really ( Read more... )

I so badly want to lay down everything that i have felt/dealt with/ learned/ experienced in the last long time so i am going to try to force myself ( Read more... )

words just dont come as easy as they use too. I want to tell you so much the last couple months of my life. the amazing highs i have had and the amazing lows. My make ups and break ups and how I just cannot stop thinking about what I can change. Well, i cannot change. I change my hair, my skin color, my clothes oh so frequently but this doesnt ( Read more... )

I have this sinking feeling that I am going to battle cancer in my life. Its not just me taking the odds and saying 'oh i am going to be the 1 in 5 women.' This is one of those feelings I get. Its like a sixth sense telling my mind and body to get ready. I am almost too accepting and I havent even been diagnosed. I think I have a lump in one of ( Read more... )

This has always been my safe place.

Right now, I am completely resetting my phone. This is a bit nerve racking. Now it's frozen and I don't know if its going to work! Mother!

Life is definately interesting. i dont feel safe.

and sometimes thats all it takes. I am giving you all you can because i saw something there. but i need to stop

I'll take the time to make things work. I'll let you chill while we heat up. Will things ever change. Will things ever be the same?

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hopesless love, why did you carve your home in me?

lyrics is all there is tonight i guess. my head has been spinning all day. ugh. i am going to go shower or something.