One Word Survey

YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD. NO EXPLANATIONS.

1. Yourself: Positive
2. Your Lover: PERFECT
3. Your Hair: fun
4. Your Mother: tense
5. Your Father: chill
6. Your Favorite Item: What?
7. Your Dream Last Night: forgettable
8. Your Favorite Drink: fizzy
9. Your Dream Home: cozy
10. The Room You Are In: cluttered
11. Your Pet: impatient!
12. Who You ( Read more... )

I'm really stressed out right now because there's like, constant yelling in my house.  And when there isn't yelling, there's that angry tense silence which is almost worse.  Makes me think a lot about how people get this way, hopefully that information will help me figure out how NOT to get that way.  What makes people who were once in love - ( Read more... )

Scared to fall in love?
I think it's easier if you just let it happen.  It's hard to admit you're in love...hard to admit it to yourself, hard to admit it to the other person...I was gonna say that it's just as hard to admit it to yourself as it is to admit to the person you love, but I think maybe it's harder to admit to the other person, and then ( Read more... )

All this trouble I've been having finding a job, I think I understand why.  Karmically, there was something better coming my way.  I have an audition coming up soon - I really want to get it but I know that if I don't, it was for a reason and something better is waiting in the wings for me.  I am trying to trust more and control less, because I ( Read more... )

You Are Halloween
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Dad said to me, "Don't you have anything you want to say to your brother?", prompting me to make the "friendly greeting" we had discussed, despite my prostestations and pride.

I leaned in close to the offending party in question, looked him straight in the eye, and said what was in my heart:

"What you did to me made me who I am...and I am an amazing ( Read more... )

I am in a horrible mood today.  There is screaming and yelling all over this house, I've been awake since 6 am, and I'm bored.  I want to get out of here and go someplace non-stressful.  I hate screaming and fighting and yelling and hate and anger.  This sucks.  I haven't been feeling well lately, on top of things.  I feel like I'm the only person ( Read more... )

 I am down, but not out; and starting to really panic about finding a job.  It seems like every single day I apply to someplace, either online or handing in a paper application.  And yet, I am like leprosy to employers.  I have a lead on someplace to apply tomorrow, and I may just go around everywhere I go collecting applications until it becomes ( Read more... )

Turns out I had good reason to worry all those times I was worried.

I had a relaxing wonderful day, though - laundry, 2-hour walk, great movie.  I gave myself a pedicure and I just took a nice bath.  I'm ready to relax, have some Gatorade, watch I Love New York, and read some Neil Simon plays.

But I'm still worried...

Yesterday's show went well, overall - I messed up a few little things, but I allowed myself to be "bigger" on some things and I think it was good...audience reaction was very positive.  And I had a pleasant (and unexpected) encounter following the show.  Which made me very giddy.  I got new shoes yesterday and some new clothes today so I can be ( Read more... )