I tend to make people angry and I dont understand why? Am I that boring, lame, unintersting, etc.? I cant change who I am and I wont change who I am. Im not what I use to be before I was changed by him so dont ask me to be. Take me for what I am or please leave.

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I went to see my dad today. He does not look too good but for his condition he looks really good because the doctor said that he should have died. He really just looks like he got into a bad fight. To fill the peeps that don’t know in: my dad is a pipe fitter for chemical plants. While on the job Friday a pipe came lose, swung and hit him on the ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Vicky. We have talked a lot of the things out which is really good and sweet. I have also talked things over with Busch and me and Amanda are pretty much back to normal. I'm glad that some of this crap is starting to die down. Hey, they might even go back to normal. LOL. I want to say thanks to the guys in the Annex ( Read more... )

I never thought that I would be in this position. Everyone knows everything that has happened in my life lately. I hung out with Busch and it made me sad because when I look at him he stops smiling if he was before. I asked him why because it makes me very sad and it makes me feel like I did something wrong. He said he doesn't think he should smile ( Read more... )

Why cant i go out with whoever i want whenever i want with out getting my head chewed off!!! Ahhhhh!