Boys
I never thought that I would be in this position. Everyone knows everything that has happened in my life lately. I hung out with Busch and it made me sad because when I look at him he stops smiling if he was before. I asked him why because it makes me very sad and it makes me feel like I did something wrong. He said he doesn't think he should smile around him, he said he is going to let a lot of this (Bonny and I) blow over. I do care for him very much, everyone knows I have liked him for sometime and I don't know. Its very weird. I'm sure everyone blames this on me...I don't blame them.
~Chirs~
~Chirs~