A lot of things have inspired me lately to be introspective and learn from my fears, past, and mistakes. I have definitely learned a lot. I am letting go. I am believing in me, and being positive. I am so grateful for what I have and why shouldn't I be? Most of you know me as the girl always searching for love. I think that is what everyone is ( Read more... )

I have decided that happiness has nothing to do with how other people feel about you. For a while I was judging how I felt about myself with how guys looked at me. Confidence was about how many stares I got driving down the road or how many smiles I saw in the mall. Something always was missing. I wanted to be complete, I wanted to fall in love and ( Read more... )

Nothing really exciting has happened...except Katie turned 21!!! what an evening that was haha. i had a history midterm today...that sucks. i have a crush...thats cute...i cut my hair, i think i like it, and i am stressing about nothing right now ( Read more... )

tonight was amazing. my cousin seth is home from iraq for a few weeks and i got to see him tonight. he looks amazing and i am so glad he is safe. he has to leave again on september 11th, which is terrible isnt it ( Read more... )

i'm going to make it happen.

i'm going to prove everyone wrong, especially you.

from this point on, everything is going to be different.

carpe diem; i've always said it and wanted to mean it but i was too afraid.

now there is no looking back.

1, i am finally going to finish what i started so long ago
2, i have the perfect idea for a book...i will start ( Read more... )

i'm going to make it happen.

i'm going to prove everyone wrong, especially you.

from this point on, everything is going to be different.

carpe diem; i've always said it and wanted to mean it but i was too afraid.

now there is no looking back.

1, i am finally going to finish what i started so long ago
2, i have the perfect idea for a book...i will start ( Read more... )

So i just reread a bunch of old entries...and i really seemed happy when i visited PC, when i applied, when i got in, and i was all set to go. i dont think anything changed except i realized everything for what it was once i got there. for the record, i didnt come home from PC because i didnt want to live there and it wasnt because i was homesick ( Read more... )

so its august. one month of summer left to be crazy, to reach goals i set, to stop worrying and just start living. starting now

here are some things i wanted to do this summer but have not yet accomplished:
-get a tattoo
-go to the MFA
-see a show in NYC
-organize my life...although i realize now that life will always be messy despite how hard i try to ( Read more... )

So after some time apart and a lot of missing my live journal, here i am again. i have been busy lately, working, babysitting, and doing a lot of nothing at the same time. there was so much i wanted to accomplish this summer..and i have to say i have very few things checked off my list. scotland was amazing and fun and i am so glad i got to go. ( Read more... )

so this one time, i turned over a new leaf. you will never guess what i found.

work today was boring and hot. dinner at not you average joes with jenn matt and ben was fun. my house after was cozy. ben and matt getting lost in brockton, priceless.

tomorrow amanda is meeting me at my house and we are going to scotts grad party for a while..then im ( Read more... )