I wish we were still dating.
I am still in love with him.

And that is the worst part about all of this.

What doesn't come out when we're sitting face to face, when I don't have the strength to even look you in the eye, is that this isn't fair. Because I was just beginning to get over you, and you drew me back in, led me to believe that we were going to start over. And now I have to go through this whole process over again. Because you fucked up. ( Read more... )

Just when you think he's back, he's gone again.
Fuck it. I don't need him.

"October 21st, 2007.I stayed at Patrick's last night. He is the sweetest boy ever, really. He always asks me if I'm okay. And waking up next to him, kissing him goodnight and good morning. He is too incredibly lovely. And we talk more than I ever have with anyone, about everything. He really cares about me. And I love it ( Read more... )

He tastes like coffee on my tongue, feeling his lips against my cheeks and on my lips. And his fingers on my hips make me feel like nothing ever changed, that we are still the same, and I love it. I haven't felt this in so long, knowing that he is who I've wanted all my life. Perhaps this isn't why I got that upset because I knew we would be ( Read more... )

Two weeks ago, you said goodbye to me. I curled up in a ball and cried myself to sleep. I never felt more alone than in that moment, when I knew I would never feel your arms again. Walking away, that was the hardest part ( Read more... )

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Life is fucked up.
Seriously.

So it's been a week, and things are getting better. After avoiding him for about four days, I decided I was being ridiculous. So I made him a data CD of all the music I knew he wanted from me, posted it on his door, the case saying, "TRUCE! =)" He told me it was awesome, and thanks mucho. And I said it was dumb that we weren't talking because ( Read more... )

Come back so I can lay with you again.
I don't want to get under the covers because
that isn't how we slept
when we got cold,
and laying here alone,
well it hurts more than it ever has.

I'm expecting the phone to ring.
I'm expecting to hear your voice
telling me you made a big mistake.