What I'm trying to say...
What doesn't come out when we're sitting face to face, when I don't have the strength to even look you in the eye, is that this isn't fair. Because I was just beginning to get over you, and you drew me back in, led me to believe that we were going to start over. And now I have to go through this whole process over again. Because you fucked up. What were you thinking? I deserve better than this. I deserve better than you. And the worst part about it all is that I still fucking miss you, and I still want your arms around me. The worst part about this is that, not only did I not expect this, no one else did either. Everyone thought you were sincere. That is what hurts the most, the fact that you lied to get what you wanted. And don't say you don't want to hurt me, because you already have. More than once. And I won't let you do it anymore. I can't.