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"October 21st, 2007.
I stayed at Patrick's last night. He is the sweetest boy ever, really. He always asks me if I'm okay. And waking up next to him, kissing him goodnight and good morning. He is too incredibly lovely. And we talk more than I ever have with anyone, about everything. He really cares about me. And I love it.
I remember thinking that I could die in those arms and it wouldn't matter. I feel so safe there. Like his arms are all the armor I need to protect me from anything. And I remember thinking how much it would hurt if he broke my heart.... And I got tired and we got tired and didn't even have to sleep with our arms around each other to feel safe."
And now?
Now he is back.
I am falling in love.
And it scares the hell out of me.
I stayed at Patrick's last night. He is the sweetest boy ever, really. He always asks me if I'm okay. And waking up next to him, kissing him goodnight and good morning. He is too incredibly lovely. And we talk more than I ever have with anyone, about everything. He really cares about me. And I love it.
I remember thinking that I could die in those arms and it wouldn't matter. I feel so safe there. Like his arms are all the armor I need to protect me from anything. And I remember thinking how much it would hurt if he broke my heart.... And I got tired and we got tired and didn't even have to sleep with our arms around each other to feel safe."
And now?
Now he is back.
I am falling in love.
And it scares the hell out of me.