expanding on a passing observation

Sep 17, 2009 22:39

Opening my eyes to the bitterness of this world, I find myself more jaded than I thought - and growing moreso each day, even if only by miniscule amounts. Already I find myself questioning the motives of everyone around me - ESPECIALLY those whose connection with me was severed of their own accord some time ago. I wonder now how much longer it will ( Read more... )

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redemptions_end September 19 2009, 01:40:48 UTC
I find myself with a piqued sense of wonder as I am not certain where this jading is steming. Well, not completely, but I can only begin to guess with whom you are mentioning in this post.

While I know several people from your past, as I myself could be counted amongst them, I cannot help but wonder who you are reffering. Or even more curious, why you like the feeling that you have.

Motives, are a difficult thing to track. Not everyone has them. And those that do work quite hard to cover up those hidden agendas.

I would like to see a bit more about this, as I am sure there is more to this than meets the eye.

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roninangel September 19 2009, 03:30:34 UTC
well it's mike that's bringing out my apparent jaded-ness ( ... )

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xaris_kariu September 25 2009, 14:44:56 UTC
Hey now chris has always been upfront with his motives...that said I had no idea till now that he was even talking to you. As a general rule my friends dont really ask about you because its a subject and a part of mylife that I dont talk about. To me my friends dont want them to know everthing and as such I dont ask them about you...

As per your request along time ago unless its important I try not to contact you. as for messages of sending money like I said I've hit a real low and I'm just bouncing from one potential job to another in hopes of finding one that fits long enough to gain a foot hold. I know you belive you can't count on me hell I beilve I can't count on me too. Its come to the point that even if I did come though your jaded outlook would probably see all the flaws and a most likely outcome to it not happening again. I do hope though that the dreamer inside you doesnt go away because of the changes in your life...

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Don't purchase memories under a Jaded Lamp redemptions_end April 21 2010, 12:36:35 UTC
Well, I was cruising facebook today when I happen across your facebook profile, which lead me here, once again. A simple scan of your posts seem to indicate that your life is good (or better?) I'm happy for you ( ... )

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