You come from the mists intending simple friendship - and yet there is so much more - so much clicks, so much FITS, it's hard to imagine how I could have thought anyone else was worth my while - and now, at this late hour, I would normally find myself wishing for sleep to free me from my demons - instead, dreams of a future that could be dance in ( Read more... )

• finish black/red blanket (finished size will be roughly 72"x90" =D)
• make corners for will
• make dice bag for will (need to determine draw string)
• finish editing commitment
• begin outlining and building for mushiness love history

so it seems i found out where my muse has been hiding for a long long time now - apparently she's been hanging out with my guy, eating him out of house and home =P

which is to say that i've never had so many writing ideas in such a short amount of time - since i met him, i've gotten ideas for no less than THREE new projects and additions to the ones ( Read more... )

i got this really great idea for a story in my head today - and it was laid out to be a short story - i was pleased - for once, maybe i could have some success with a short story - and then i sat down to write the first draft - now i know i'm just intending to just write till i get to the end and just get the full idea out there - but what's coming ( Read more... )

i don't have anything documenting the songs that were playing during any of the following words, but all were inspired by my modern-alt-rock station on pandora

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let me be your dreamer
let me find the hopes you think you've lost
or forgotten along the way

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are we done here?
increasingly,
you have nothing left to say
no input to ( Read more... )

Bleeding Broken Scathed ( Read more... )

the night sky is a deep dark endless shade of blue

just a whisper of the crescent moon belies its location, but upon staring at its beauty, the impossibly dark grey distinguishes its full shape from the darkness of the sky

the city lights drown out that of the stars

Opening my eyes to the bitterness of this world, I find myself more jaded than I thought - and growing moreso each day, even if only by miniscule amounts. Already I find myself questioning the motives of everyone around me - ESPECIALLY those whose connection with me was severed of their own accord some time ago. I wonder now how much longer it will ( Read more... )

i seem to have lost my strength ( Read more... )

it should be noted before you read on that the following was written a few days ago - it was written just after a fight with mike, and mostly in response to a freewriting prompt i had received just days before - things are obviously better now, but it is still a piece of my writing that i would like to share:

happiness is a feeling you only remember ( Read more... )