Sep 17, 2009 22:39
Opening my eyes to the bitterness of this world, I find myself more jaded than I thought - and growing moreso each day, even if only by miniscule amounts. Already I find myself questioning the motives of everyone around me - ESPECIALLY those whose connection with me was severed of their own accord some time ago. I wonder now how much longer it will be before I question even your own motives for keeping me around. Moreover, I wonder why I haven't already.
Anyway, I think I kinda like it.
it was noted recently that perhaps i am a bit more jaded than i seem at first glance, i think perhaps it is more that i'm willing to show it to the people i really trust - though the fact that i even make that distinction perhaps makes this even more true
writing,
pmt