ehh ok so today not so great ( Read more... )

ok so its the second day of my 2468.
i think ive dne pretty well up to now.
breakfast -160
lunch-20
dinner-201

up to now 381
pretty good (:

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today was so bad :(

i feel so fat its insane. i was aiming for 500 cals or less....but i think i went over.im sure of it.
mia's taking over my life atm =[
i purged twice today...i dont normally purge....its scaring me, thats its starting.
and i hate it! i hate it so much! i want to be skinny,i instantly want to be able to lose weight and become thin!
i ( Read more... )

im new to this =/ 5ft4 and 121 lbs.
all i see and feel is fat fat fat! i hate it.it brings me down. when i look in the mirror all i see is fat. i think i overuse that word too much. i used to be thin.so thin. i felt light,i loved it,i felt confident within myself.but then i was forced to eat again.it all came back,back to normal,the weight just ( Read more... )