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ive had a good day up to now.
i woke up,feeling hungry. but i beat that,i enjoy feeling empty.
when i feel full i just feel heavy & fat.but when im empty i feel so light and airy, like floating i guess
i want to feel like that all the time.
anyway,the most calories ive had to day is a light frappe from starbucks...i couldnt resits i just love them
but no solid food today.
im going to try and get out of dinner. if i dont il just purge and thats something i really dont want to do
i hate it,its awful.but it gets the food out.
ive kept busy all day.keeping busy keeps my mind off food (:
ive done so many chores its insane
the house is like super clean.
i wish i didnt live with my mum.
if i lived by myself there would never be any food in the house.nothing to tempt.
i dont know what id do without everyone here.you all mean so much to me.
i get so much support.its the one place i dont get judged and i can be myself.
i love you all
(: